23 - 27 / June / 2020

 23 / June / 2020

It was as easy as look back to all the pictures and things we had shared together, to realise who had left more in all this.

27 / June / 2020

I had the dream about us again.
About the trip we never made.

09 - 18 / May / 2020 - Break-up.

Break-up.

It has been more than a year so I can't properly express the way I felt back those days; This is just a little antology about the things I've wrote for her since then in a way to help me heal those wounds and also remember the bravest I've been.

The most of them are on Spanish and others on English. Some are really short so I'm writing few of them together.

09 / May / 2020 - THE day

"Can I be a little selfish and ask you not to get away from me that much?"

"I find myself needing your comfort to get over you."

12 / May / 2020

"I have like 3 or 4 days without being her girlfriend and I feel like I don't know.

Like I don't even know my name."

"Can we meet each other again when all this ends?"

16 / May / 2020

Quiero que seas conmigo como eras antes.

No con tus conversaciones secas y diciendo que tambien me quieres mantener cerca pero no respondiendo mi conversación.

¡Sé que duele un chingo!

¡Sé que no es lo mismo!

¡Lo sé! ¡Lo sé! ¡Con una chingada, lo sé!

But I'm trying so hard.

18 / May / 2020

I've been having really bad nightmares for two weeks now.

Yesterday I finally could draw again since April last year.

Yesterday night I didn't have any nightmare, actually I dreamt all nice.

Looks like the peace I needed wasn't from you, after all.